Maybe I was too naive,maybe my thinking were too negative & immature....
I already forgot since when..or perhaps I was always like this...
it's probably in my genes ever since I was born...I just didn't realized it until just recently...
What the hell am I talking about exactly?
You'd probably think that I'm nuts,it's understandable...
even I felt that myself have some really deep shit mental problems....
Who am I?What makes me ME?
What is it that bothers me so damn much?
What makes me stop moving?
For pete's sake,what the hell went wrong with me?!
Recently,it was as if the time were stop flowing around me....
no....the time didn't stop flowing...but it was me that stucked in it all these while...
at times,I felt that I really couldn't take it any more....
there was only so much that I could handle...
Ya..I'm really damn confused about myself right now..
I need to find a way to get out....
get out of these miserable 'life'...
but how?
I don't know...
I don't even know what on Earth am I writing now...
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
Friday, August 22, 2008
My Gaming Life
It's been quite a long time since I've been so damn obsessed with the video games...
Well,I always have such a great passion towards video games,
(as most guys would,though different people have different taste)
or anything that are related to the gaming world,
whether it's regarding the technology involved,cultural & social effects that it has caused & so on...
So,just like any normal guys,I play video games..quite a lot...last time that is....
I've been playing video games since I was in standard 2 of primary school or so...
Before the PS2 ,there was the Sega Saturn that 1st introduced me into the wonderful & mystical gaming world...
But at that time,I just played whatever games that my bro has bought...
I mean,I didn't really bother about any of the new games available in the market at that time,
I just play what I got in my house...
I still remember some of my favourite games that time,
'Panzer Dragoon','Samurai's Spirit RPG','Megaman X4' & so on....
even now,I still have those game CDs,& though my old machine,
the SegaSaturn(nowadays nobody even know its existence anymore..) has been spoiled since long time ago,but with an emulator installed in my pc,
I still be able to recall back my wonderful childhood memories;p
Then it was when I was in form1,
my big bro bought me a PS2 as a reward for what I've achieved in my UPSR...
With the new PS2,my whole gaming life has been changed & step into another whole new level;p
With all those visually stunning graphics,addictive gameplay & great story telling elements of the new games,I've already fall in love with my PS2 at that time;p
'Onimusha 2:Samurai's Destiny','Metal Gear Solid 2:Sons of Liberty',
& 'Final Fantasy X' were some of the 1st few games that I've played on the PS2...
& these games had certainly got their high places deep inside my heart until now...
Since then,I've been surfing the net for any bits of information I could find about video games,which quite coincidence,I only get my own desktop when I was in form 1...
So that's why I didn't do all these research back then...
& besides from the net,I've been flipping through various game magazines....
without really purchasing any of it at Popular bookstore;p
Back then they didn't wrap the magazines with plastic
(In fact they did,just that the customers teared'em off & read'em for free..)
But now the rules have been enforced it seems...no more free magazines for me;p
That's fine,Online resources is always free anyway;p
The era has come to nex-gen...
What is nex-gen?It stands for next generation,which is referring to gaming world of course..
just like when PS2 came out & replace PS1 & brought the gaming world into another dimension..
(from 2D to 3D)..now it's time for the PS3 to bring new perspective & experiences to the gaming world nowadays...
The PS3 is definitely a masterpiece that I'd certainly consider to own it sometime in the future,
but right now,I'll just have to wait a little while....
Now it's not yet the time...it's all I could say about it right now....
Before that,there's still much more left with my PS2..
It ain't dead yet,not before I play til it becomes rusted;p
There are still some good games coming soon for the PS2,
'Yakuza 2'.& 'Star Wars:The Force Unleashed' are some of this year hits that I'd certainly buy it...in just a few weeks time later...just think of 'em makes me so excited;p
Well,I always have such a great passion towards video games,
(as most guys would,though different people have different taste)
or anything that are related to the gaming world,
whether it's regarding the technology involved,cultural & social effects that it has caused & so on...
So,just like any normal guys,I play video games..quite a lot...last time that is....
I've been playing video games since I was in standard 2 of primary school or so...
Before the PS2 ,there was the Sega Saturn that 1st introduced me into the wonderful & mystical gaming world...
But at that time,I just played whatever games that my bro has bought...
I mean,I didn't really bother about any of the new games available in the market at that time,
I just play what I got in my house...
I still remember some of my favourite games that time,
'Panzer Dragoon','Samurai's Spirit RPG','Megaman X4' & so on....
even now,I still have those game CDs,& though my old machine,
the SegaSaturn(nowadays nobody even know its existence anymore..) has been spoiled since long time ago,but with an emulator installed in my pc,
I still be able to recall back my wonderful childhood memories;p
Then it was when I was in form1,
my big bro bought me a PS2 as a reward for what I've achieved in my UPSR...
With the new PS2,my whole gaming life has been changed & step into another whole new level;p
With all those visually stunning graphics,addictive gameplay & great story telling elements of the new games,I've already fall in love with my PS2 at that time;p
'Onimusha 2:Samurai's Destiny','Metal Gear Solid 2:Sons of Liberty',
& 'Final Fantasy X' were some of the 1st few games that I've played on the PS2...
& these games had certainly got their high places deep inside my heart until now...
Since then,I've been surfing the net for any bits of information I could find about video games,which quite coincidence,I only get my own desktop when I was in form 1...
So that's why I didn't do all these research back then...
& besides from the net,I've been flipping through various game magazines....
without really purchasing any of it at Popular bookstore;p
Back then they didn't wrap the magazines with plastic
(In fact they did,just that the customers teared'em off & read'em for free..)
But now the rules have been enforced it seems...no more free magazines for me;p
That's fine,Online resources is always free anyway;p
The era has come to nex-gen...
What is nex-gen?It stands for next generation,which is referring to gaming world of course..
just like when PS2 came out & replace PS1 & brought the gaming world into another dimension..
(from 2D to 3D)..now it's time for the PS3 to bring new perspective & experiences to the gaming world nowadays...
The PS3 is definitely a masterpiece that I'd certainly consider to own it sometime in the future,
but right now,I'll just have to wait a little while....
Now it's not yet the time...it's all I could say about it right now....
Before that,there's still much more left with my PS2..
It ain't dead yet,not before I play til it becomes rusted;p
There are still some good games coming soon for the PS2,
'Yakuza 2'.& 'Star Wars:The Force Unleashed' are some of this year hits that I'd certainly buy it...in just a few weeks time later...just think of 'em makes me so excited;p
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