Reconnected...?

So we finally had a conversation...maybe more like a small talk ...

That's probably all to it , a small talk , nothing more ,nothing less...

There were clear signs all over her that she didn't have the intentions to carry on the conversation any longer than necessary , but I insisted anyways...

As much as part of myself hate her (& hate myself at the same time) ,
I actually felt nervous & delight for the 1st time ever since...she left..

I know it won't last long this time ...

But maybe...just maybe...this could lead to something else?

Or maybe I'm delighted due to a false hope , just fooling myself all along....

Fuck it...