You know I never thought much about my birthday wish ,
not on any of my past birthdays , as far as I can remember them...
So my friends asked about my birthday wish for this year just hours ago ,
at the celebration they hooked me up (which I'm very glad about it )
....I said nothing...but deep inside my heart , I just wished one thing :
"I wished I could reconnect with her "
It's an impossible wish to ever become true , just like how a little kid wished for a unicorn for their birthday ..only less naive & more stupid...
She finally blocked me again , on my 2nd number ,& made a firm point yet again that she really really wanted to cut all ties with me ...
Not that I'm totally surprised , but still it cause a emotional reaction (the negative kind) quite abit ...
So ya ,to wrap it all up ,I'm happy that my buddies were there for me , but the void deep within my heart is still not mended to this date...not that I have much expectations anyways...
Saturday, May 4, 2019
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