Monday, April 28, 2008

I had a dream

Just 2 days ago i participated in a 1 day camp organized by PCGHS buddhist society,right at the 'land of the forbidden' itself;p
Well,the most funny part was,only 8 guys in total were there ,surrounded by a bunch of school girls in the camp;p
It was fun,i mean the programme itself,& it was much more better than last year's camp,I had a great time there,I'm really glad i was invited,as I'm already a graduated student myself,I've never thought that I could still be able to attending such function.....
Well,luckily i've cut my hair 2 weeks ago,or else the moment i stepped inside this forbidden land,I'd sure get 'busted'........
I guess next year i won't get such golden ticket again,oh well,I've to admit that my secondary school life has already comes to an end since long time ago....
time to move on to the next phrase of my life,college life;p
Still 3 more weeks to go....kinda excited about it....
Actually there was another incident that I'd like to share it with you all here,
while I was wondering around in the land of the forbidden,trying to find a male toilet;p,
I bumped into with her......not really bumped into,
as I saw her from quite a distance,but I'm sure she also saw me at that time....
I bet she'd be very surprised to see me in a place that she'd never thought I'd be there...;p
Afterall,it's the land of the forbidden i'm talking about,folks,it's not that you'll be seeing your average joe walking around in this land everyday,not to mention if that guy is your ex whom you've dumped & ........well,i'd rather not to mention anymore of the past......
This was the 2nd time I met her since we broke up....the previous time was at my working place just few weeks ago....she gave me the same reaction ,ignored about my presence & avoided eyes contact with me...as if I'm a stranger to her.....that's fine with me if she reacts that way.....
Oh well,what else can I hoped for?I was a fool back then....
Right now I don't really give a damn about her anymore....
though she's still with my best friend currently...it's none of my concern also....
But I had a dream last night..ironically,it was about she apologizing to me & holding me hand,& at that very moment in my dream,i was very excited & glad,& i was like forgive & forget about everything she has done.....& trying to get back with her......
then i woke up in my bed,realizing that it was just a dream...
why'd I had such feelings in my dream?why'd i even had such a dream at the 1st place?
it's so strange....I guess it's just a dream....need not me to worried to much by it....

Saturday, April 19, 2008

I'm back......

Recently,1 of my friend asked me:'why didn't u update your blog 1?'
I said,'mine 1 is update monthly 1;p'
then she replied,'you might as well don't blogging at all....'
hey,who says blogging must be update frequently?
But she got her point,i've indeed very long time didn't update my blog,
almost 2 months to be exact;p
Now there was another friend of mine asked me the very same thing again,
...i guess i've no choice but to start posting again ,not to let any of my faithful blog readers down,eh?;p (or rather,I'd be killed by them otherwise;p)
Time sure passed very fast,now it's already mid-april,many things happened since my last post,
I just couldn't find the right time & right mood to write it all down in here....
(another lame excuse of being lazy about updating my own blog;p)
Well then,I'll just have to summarize some of the important details of my life during the last 2 months..
1st of all,My SPM results ain't really good,just as expected,
& of course I wouldn't wana tell anyone anymor about how bad it was.....
& i've decided to further my studies in TARc ,taking a course that is completely new to me,IT....
I see it as a better alternative for myself,hopefully I'm making the right choice....
I guess only time will tell,let's just wait & see....
After choosing my future path...I was back to my otaku living style again,
sitting infront of my pc most of the time,the remaining time i spent it in my library....
Oh ya,never really mentioned anything about my library to you all,eh?
Well,I've joined a library near my house since last year,
the library is actually located right above of the pasar of rifle range,which is inside the balai raya building....it's a huge building at my neighbourhood,mention about the pasar of padang tembak & you shall find it easily......but sadly,no one ever noticed there's a library upstair.....T_T
So very few people'd come up to my library nowadays....as compared to last time...
even the member of our board of librarian also left just a few person only after our AGM last month...
& ironically,I'm now the president of this library...;p
So since then,I was alwasy busy with my library's affair......
I'm not complaining about it,in fact I'm kinda enjoy the challenge that I'm about to face;p
Then I started my 2nd part time job at 1stop's popular..
you may ask me,isn't 1stop's outlet has been closed quite a long time ago already?
Yup,you are right about it,but the every year they'll still use the very same place to held their book fairs....& i was hired for this fair...
3 weeks working at popular,it was a new experiences to me,
I'm glad I worked at there,as I've again knew some new friends,
some more an indian friend,my 1st ever non-chinese friend;p
This guy is cool,very humor & nice as well,can't wait to hang out with him sometimes;p
& I've picked some cheap books & stationeries,by cheap i mean it's very worth it,
I was buying at a price that any normal customer won't be able to get,
i called it the insider's discount;p
It's been 4 days since i stopped my 2nd job,I was again back to my old self once more,
being an otaku at night,& being a library's president during the days....
just like those super hereos, eh?;p
There'll be more to come,I assure you,but right now,
i guess it's time for me put an end on this long awaited post,till next time;p