Monday, April 28, 2008

I had a dream

Just 2 days ago i participated in a 1 day camp organized by PCGHS buddhist society,right at the 'land of the forbidden' itself;p
Well,the most funny part was,only 8 guys in total were there ,surrounded by a bunch of school girls in the camp;p
It was fun,i mean the programme itself,& it was much more better than last year's camp,I had a great time there,I'm really glad i was invited,as I'm already a graduated student myself,I've never thought that I could still be able to attending such function.....
Well,luckily i've cut my hair 2 weeks ago,or else the moment i stepped inside this forbidden land,I'd sure get 'busted'........
I guess next year i won't get such golden ticket again,oh well,I've to admit that my secondary school life has already comes to an end since long time ago....
time to move on to the next phrase of my life,college life;p
Still 3 more weeks to go....kinda excited about it....
Actually there was another incident that I'd like to share it with you all here,
while I was wondering around in the land of the forbidden,trying to find a male toilet;p,
I bumped into with her......not really bumped into,
as I saw her from quite a distance,but I'm sure she also saw me at that time....
I bet she'd be very surprised to see me in a place that she'd never thought I'd be there...;p
Afterall,it's the land of the forbidden i'm talking about,folks,it's not that you'll be seeing your average joe walking around in this land everyday,not to mention if that guy is your ex whom you've dumped & ........well,i'd rather not to mention anymore of the past......
This was the 2nd time I met her since we broke up....the previous time was at my working place just few weeks ago....she gave me the same reaction ,ignored about my presence & avoided eyes contact with me...as if I'm a stranger to her.....that's fine with me if she reacts that way.....
Oh well,what else can I hoped for?I was a fool back then....
Right now I don't really give a damn about her anymore....
though she's still with my best friend currently...it's none of my concern also....
But I had a dream last night..ironically,it was about she apologizing to me & holding me hand,& at that very moment in my dream,i was very excited & glad,& i was like forgive & forget about everything she has done.....& trying to get back with her......
then i woke up in my bed,realizing that it was just a dream...
why'd I had such feelings in my dream?why'd i even had such a dream at the 1st place?
it's so strange....I guess it's just a dream....need not me to worried to much by it....

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