686 Days

Or 1 year, 10 months & 17 days...

That was the duration THE chapter lasted...

About 30 hours ago , the heart piercing declaration came .
It came so suddenly & unexpected that I wasn't prepared to process everything...
even now, I'm still unable to process anything...


I can feel that right now there's a tension...
a tug of war between my rationale & my emotion inside me...

I'm not really sure what I should feel at this very moment...

So much....feels running inside now...