Monday, September 8, 2008

September...what's next?

It's already the 9th month of year 2008...
& what've I done so far since I started my study in TARc 3 months ago?
No no...the real question should be...what've I done since the beginning of this year?
9 months has passed...
yet I felt like my life so far has been stucked at a certain place or time or dimension or whatever it is....& now still doesn't seems to be able to free from it any time soon......
I always like to say in my previous posts...
that :'Time sure passed very fast,& many things happened in such a short period of time'
or something like that...
The truth is...there weren't that 'many' things that've happened around me ever since...
Compared to any other people,there are lots of challenges to face from time to time...
& they keep moving on in their life...
but me,instead,encountered just those few 'challenges' from last time & still not able to get out of 'em...
Simply put,I'm still trapped in my past...
& keep on ignoring almost everything that comes at me right now....
I've always said myself as a fool...
in truth,I'm no fool...but just a coward that don't have the balls to face the reality...

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