Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Rewind:'Being a Part timer'

I felt that there's a need for me to rewind back to the chapter where i've missed out in my blog here,it's just another boring chapter though, just as any of you that've been reading my blog up until now would have expected....
....or it's just me ,me ,me & me all along that even bother to read my own posts here all these time...
anyway,it's good enough for me,cause at least I can treat these posts as a reminder for myself when i read'em in the future...
Ok,now get to the main point...
My time in Sunshine...can considered kinda satisfy...i mean,in terms of salary & working environment...
There ain't any bigger 'pictures' for me in there,in fact,after working in there,
I have come to realised that,I must let go certain things when it's time for me to do so,
as keep on doing the same thing ain't gonna change anything or make myself felt any better,
instead I'd be more suffered if i choose to carry on....
I was a fool back then....actually,I'm stil a fool right now...but something gonna change...
I must make certain decisive moves,for the sake of myself....
I only can say that,when it comes to emotional stuff,I really can't handle it properly,
so the best way to settled it is to keep myself away from the 'source'......
At times,I really wish that i could cry out loudly....
but at the same time,i must let it all go & focus on my own future...
What exactly are the challenges that awaits me up ahead?
I wonders...but I've no choice but to face'em...for the sake of myself...
It's just me,me,me & me at the end.......

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