Sunday, July 6, 2008

I had a dream.....again?

Yeah,I had the similar dream again...just 2 days ago when i was napping in the afternoon....
Just in case you've forgotten which dream I'm referring to.... this dream,was about my ex...
I know,I know,it's a pain in the ass hearing me whining about my own past once again....
but it's not my fault that I'm having such a dream...
I couldn't possibly control which kind of dream I wanna have anyway....
Though this time,the place & time were different than the previous dream...
but the scenario was kinda same,it was about her hugging me & apologizing & sort....
again,in the dream I felt glad but confused at the same time...
then I woke up sooner after that...it was just a short moment...
How weak-minded immature guy I am after all....
How'd I let these kind of emotional stuff distract my studies?
There are tons of assignments & tests coming soon...yet I'm still couldn't settled down...
Well,it was just another bad dream...I suppose in times I should be able to forget about it...
But there's still another thing that will continue haunting me...
another consequence of an unforgivable sin that I've committed just recently....
....I guess it's really hard for me to get over with both 'her' & 'her' in my life,eh?
Who knows?Only time will tell....

4 comments:

HuiHong L. said...

This is so called 日有所思,夜有所梦.

Dino Teoh said...

Hmm....but I dun recall thinking about my ex recently...>_<
Thinking about her will onli bring back those sad memories...

HuiHong L. said...

Ha...really oh? she didn't even give u some sweet memory meh? not even a bit ah?

Dino Teoh said...

I've 2 admit,there were those sweet memories with her last time....but those so called sweet memories,whenever I recalled,will only hurt me more than make me happy....i guess it can't be helped...this is what'll happens when things ended in a betrayal....