People

Just had a quick scan through some of my friends' blogs & realized that...
indeed,different people thinks differently,reacts differently...
Some of them are pretty ambitious...
some of them,lack self-confidence(though none of them would even considered on par with my standards..hehe)...
Some,just love to write non-sense..(who doesn't,anyway?)
...they are all very unique & I'm too lazy to describe them one by one...
Indeed,I guess nobody would think exactly the very same way how I always thought....
If I ever found one,either that's my own clone,
or God has made yet another mistake by creating one more such person into this world...
...I'm not even sure what the hell am I talking about...
Till next time then...

More Silly Q&A Sessions...

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Define 'crazy'...tell you the truth,to continue living is kinda crazy enough for me...

2. What is your most favourite thing to do ?
To be able to learn & expose to martial arts of any styles...wait..I don't believe in styles anymore;p

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you go back to the past ?
I'd like to try that...well,not really gonna try to change my own past...but perhaps a little "time-travel visit''?hehe...

4. How old are you?
18 years old & 10 months & 18days(if not mistaken..)

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
Yeah..But i guess I'll have to put her aside for now...

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Ya,I do...I'm just to stupid to realized that sooner....

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
I'd have to say...my confidence...

8. What do you feel like doing right now ?
Go to Japan & visit the chicks...er..i mean...game exhibitions held in there
(I still would love to visit the chicks as well though;p)

9. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
I already did...& I'll surely do it again...until her answer's 'YES'..

10. Do you think you are special?
It's the only reason that kept me living all along..

11. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
disrespectful towards Me...er..Men(as in general) ,treat me as some toy ,not be able to emotionally supportive...

13. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
Ya,I'd love to kill all those bastards...in video games;p

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Of course is happy...that's the purpose of living!!

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
I'd love to get rid of the laziness traits inside my gene;p

16. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
So they've been lying to me about :'You couldn't bring anything with you once you're dead'...
Damn it...this question is the proof that they were telling me a LIE!!

17. Had you ever have two men/women at the same time??
DEfinitely not two men at the same time...wait,exactly what do you mean by this question?!

18. What is your plan when you become an old man or old woman?
Play videogames with my grandchildrens;p

19. Do you notice that question 12th has gone?
I did,when I was reading my friend's post...so what?

20. And you scrolled up and have a look, and you smiled sillently over there? don't tell me you are not.
What'd I smile for?



Taggged by: Yunnda

Time to walk the walk!

After what've happened last week...
well...it's history by now...& tomorrow is still a big mystery to me...
So i guess it's time for me to walk the walk...
Just what kind of walk am I talking about?
See...the master plan's like this...
by 24 hours later counting from now,I should be sitting in a bus...
heading to the Capital...
& why am I...all of the sudden..will be heading to the Capital?
Well,let's just say that I'm off there to settle some 'business'...
to clear off any of the doubts that I had in mind for months...
& to start the 1st step upon my 'dream' that I've been planning all these while...
Brilliant,isn't it?muaHwahahaha.....
=_=
ok...quit the nonsense...back to the main point,shall we?
Well...until I really get to the 'main point',then only I can describe the situation in details...
so till next time...
Ciao...(actually,up until now,I still don't know what language is that..just thought that it'd be cool to add it in the end of my writing..)

Mixed feelings

Right now....at this very moment...I've a very mixed feelings...
I'm a bit sad...a bit happy...a bit regret...a bit helpless...& also a bit relief...
all of them...at the same time...

Why is it that I'm sad?
Because I've to bear with the 'truth'...

Why is it that I'm happy?
Because I'm facing it now instead of later on...

Why is it that I'm regret?
Because I...
On 2nd thought,I don't think there's anything I should felt regret for in this matter...

Why is it that I'm helpless?
Because there's nothing I can do to change the situation for now...

Why is it that I'm relief then?
Because I'm glad it's finally over...
so that I can finally be able to move on,without any 'unfinished business' left behind here...

So be it...though it may be a bit cruel & hard to accept...but at least I've tried my very best...
Now with this matter finally comes to an end...I've to solve the next problem before I leave...
Life's indeed full of challenges & surprises...

I really need to move on!!

I told myself sometimes ago...
"I need some more time...I think I need to restart everything...I don't care much about anything else,I just wanna quit from any of this mess right now,& give myself a little time out until I start walking again...from the very starting point again...."
when I was about to make a decision which I decided to hide it from my family & some of my friends....
cause I wasn't brave enough to let everyone learn about my decision that time...
That decision was indeed...a big one I'd say...
Needless to say it any clearer....a decision is made long time ago...
I can't turn back anymore...
I'm tired of listening to others & not being honest to myself...
At least this time,I'm making my own decision....
A decision is made...& another one is about to made soon as well,
in order for me to move on..in the way that I wish it to be...
towards the future that I always wanted from the very beginning...
The time has come...I need to tell the truth sooner or later....