An age that comes with more even responsibilities & social expectations that the last..
I'm still pretty much the same old me ,
which is not a good sign at all when it comes to this age...
It means I'm still as childish as before ,
unwilling to step up & take more responsibilities ,
do not have the urgency to plan things ahead ,
no ambitions & slow in progress/make changes ,
resort to whining & sulking when things didn't go the way I hoped..
..the list goes on..
No wonder she left me & moved on with a more reliable dude ,
who looks more financially stable ,
taller , older & possibly more matured ,
& probably has bigger...
capacity and capability in fulfilling her needs & assuring her future...
May the force be with you
Ya ,right , the force of social pressure and expectations is upon me every single seconds of my life currently...